Changing?

Did time change me?
or did the environment change me?
I dont really know ... I know that i changed, I wasnt like this before. I was much more naive, more optimistic and more cheerful. Now Im turning into the step mother like in Cinderella or the queen in Snow white. So wicked :)
Still feeling down.. maybe it's because of my period. I get annoyed easily.
Aigoooo ...
LoL learned that from the korean movies. Rewatching Coffee Prince with mama again. She likes it so far. At least i found something fun for her to do when she's at home. Just a few more day till im gone. Yay..
Anyway i colored my drawing and i think it looks a little bit better than before. This style fits me more than black and white i think. At least the colors cheered me up a bit. I wanted to make the river blue. But my mom said in reality river aint blue, only ocean color is blue. River is brown-green-ish. It's kinda hard to fix the colors when i already colored it. Especially with the pen colors :)).