Dreams

   So.. after the little mermaid turned into foams and disappeared. Would her foams fly up and become one of the clouds above? Would she be free of pains, and lonesome? So many things i wanna ask her..

   In many of my dreams, I saw the prince and princess again and again, they are living their happy ever after ending. I want to touch , but i do not dare to come near them. Im scared. It's like their happiness ismade from glass. And if i dare to touch it with curious, i might carelessly break it.
   Why do i keep dreaming about them?
   Am i jealous of their happy ending?
   If yes, then i wouldnt let go at the beginning.
   If no, why am i feeling and dreaming like this?
   Argggghhhh, a cloud that is affected by jealous will become ugly, black then break into pieces and fall down to the ground. I dont wanna break again :( , i just want to be pretty , free of thoughts and floating from places to places, watching people with no human ugly desires. Why is it so hard to do that :(.