I went to Georgetown with my mom to buy myself a new pair of running shoes. I want to change myself as always, I hate my reflection in the mirror :) . After that i started to watch some movie and a manga, here's one section that i like the most in that drama manga: " If you let me, I'll catch you when you fall. Pain, sadness, throw it all at me. I wont deny you anything. What you've gone through makes you who you are. I'll accept anything, anything about you" the boy said. And it melt the girl's frozen heart.
I thought: " She's so brave for telling him her past, her feeling and her worries", if it was me i would never tell my loved one that, i dont want to trouble them with my own problems. They have enough of their own problems to take care of, why would i add more weights to theirs? Isnt it selfish to do that?... So i usually kept it inside , to the point it would either faded or make a scar in my heart. Either way, im glad to accept it so i wont make my loved one sad with me. I need their smiles to get through the days...That's what i thought...
10:16pm
The drama manga stopped, left me with a frustrated and sad feeling. I knew I am easily affected by sad drama, but i cant help reading it. Feels like crying but mom's here so i cant. Oh well suck it in girl!!! u'll get over that feeling rather quickly since it's not real :D.
12:49am
Well it's a new day already. HAPPY SATURDAY!!!
Still up watching Yamada Taro Monogatari ep 5 :)). The kids in there are soooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeee. I wish i have kids that cute lol. But it'll be hard letting them go i bet. That's why my parents aint letting any of us go yet :)). Ill go to bed after this chapter then. I PROMISEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)))
Arent they cute??? Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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